It is the heart of any artist to reveal their soul through their work. You will find in the following pages, not only my soul, but my body, my mind, and my struggle. It emanates from a love hate relationship with my body. It emanates from countless hours weeping in dressing rooms, avoiding mirrors, and chasing a body I’d never outrun. I know that my body and I have to live with each other. I hope you find some solace in these pages, and relate, either for yourself or someone you love. I know I am not alone in this. Thank you for allowing me to share this piece of me with you.